I decided several months ago to close my other blog for reasons that were personal, however i changed my mind when other bloggers claiming to be uninterested parties came there in an effort to lend credibility to someone who had created an image built on deception.

If i had ever intended to cause damage to this persons dignity or image, i could not have ask for a better group to assist me in my effort. as a matter of fact i didn't realize there was an entire community of deceivers that she was associated with.
Although i consider most of the people here on blogstream to be for the mostpart, honest and and open, there are a few who have created a facade that only applies here.
Now if you go to other forums you see the same people playing the same games there,looking for praise and glory, but when the smoke clears you'll find the same deception.

If any one of the bloggers that came to my other blog would have stated in honesty they were acting personally on her behalf instead of attempting to play their mind games, there would have been a totally different reaction from me, well if thats their description of courage, they can have it, because it will only be found on their keyboard because in reality, in them it dosen't exist.

And that is the reason that i closed my other blog, for they can wallow in their own indignation as self appointed judges of others intentions, and proclaim whatever truth that fit themselves today, because tomorrow it may change....

I just closed my blog "afterlife" and i'm glad that turkey is dead.
When i think of all the bitterness and anger that it caused, i guess i should have closed it long ago, better yet never started it.....
but things happen for a reason i suppose, and there is nothing i can do about that now, so i'll just have to live with whatever come and make the best of it..
Tuesday i have to go and do a deposition in regards to some of the issues that were discussed there and hope that everything works out.
all this crap has been gnawing at me for sometime now and i will be glad when it is all put to rest.
anyway i will be posting here from now on, but at the present i don't feel like doing much of anything with this blog, just visiting a few friends, and resting....lotsa love.....Harold

I just posted my last comment to afterlife and in a few days i will shut it down, leaving it open in case anyone wants to comment....
so now i'm going to start over here...i be visiting with friends from time to time, but don,t expect to do a lot of posting because i gonna be busy for awhile....I would like to thank Mizmace for all the time she took to come to my other blog, and she has turned out to be a loyal friend and i will be commenting to her blog often......
lotsa love .....Harold